Well. I guess the time has finally drawn near because yesterday I got nervous! I guess it all started about 2 weeks ago. How did it happen? It went something like this. My phone made the famous ring when I receive a text. I walked over to my phone and picked it up:
Court: "I can't run in the marathon."
Me 2 Court: "What?? Why?"
Court: "My stomach hurts when I run and I wont make it...... Are you still going to do it?
Wow. Am I still going to run in the marathon. I now have no motivation to go and run every day. I come home and am exhausted and sore. But I responded with one word. Yes. Why? I have absolutely no idea. It's just something so big in my life. "Hey, did you know that he ran the St. George marathon"? That's what I imagine people saying. Ha. I wish!
My next set of nerves hit yesterday as I was reading over all the rules and what to expect papers again. It hit me that this is real. It's real and competitive and this is my first marathon. I just keep telling myself, "you're not doing this for anyone else but you." "This is just a you against yourself race. Who cares what happens."
So that is what I will do. In two months, and at 4:00 am on October 3rd, I'll board that bus by myself, and in my mind will be the only one running in the race. I'm sure I'll be chatting with you before then... And I'll let you know how things are going. Till then....
Ryan



